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The Loss of Family Members

In survivor testimonies we find descriptions of loss and pain, descriptions relating to the fact that the speakers feel themselves to be the last remaining survivors of their families. As we have seen throughout the ceremony, in the biographies of the witnesses, most of them established new families and returned to normal life. But the pain of loosing family members never leaves them.

“We wanted to look what had happened, where we were. So first of all, we don’t dare to speak, even those who were there already a longer time, like our “Blockaelteste” or the “Schreiberin” or the “Stubeaelteste” who were in control. […] we asked what happened to our mothers and to the ones not with us. “We got them” , they said. “The day you arrived to Auschwitz, whoever will remain alive should know that your “yahrzeit”, your “yom zikaron” (memorial day). After those who are not here, this is the date… We learned what happened, I don’t need to tell you how we felt.”
Source: The testimony of Lea Kahana-Grunwald, Yad Vashem Archive O.3/11914, Jerusalem 2000, pp. 24-25.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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