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Many questions have come to the fore in the
matter of religion during the Holocaust. Some felt that God had abandoned them
and did not understand how and why they deserved such suffering. They wondered
about how the rabbis had not warned them; in fact, some of the rabbis had left
and fled. Others experienced severe crises of faith and a few went so far as to
abandon the faith.
On the other hand, religious people, or even some who were nonreligious or whose
faith was shallow, found solace and mental fortitude during the Holocaust in
religion as they could nowhere else. Instead of asking themselves why, they
believed that there were answers for all the suffering that had been imposed on
them - answers that transcended their understanding and that they had no right to
seek. Their faith was so complete, so sincere, so deeply ingrained, that it
constituted their very essence as human beings. The very fact of their being
believers was their motivation. The Jewish traditions, prayers, and festivals
were the pillars of their lives.
Words can hardly describe the power that these people derived from the faith,
the moral strength that it gave them, and the difficulty in breaking their
spirit as human beings even when their bodies could no longer endure the
agonies. Jean Améry, writing about the phenomenon of faith in the Holocaust,
remarked that believers transcended their own limits and, accordingly, were not
bound to their existence as individuals. Instead, they belonged to a spiritual
continuum that remained intact even in Auschwitz. In a certain sense, this may
be likened to the ideologies in which people believed - Zionism, Communism,
Socialism, and so forth. Religion, however, surpassed all of these. One can only
contemplate this in amazement if not with jealousy—as one of the women in Birkenau, formerly a devout Communist, said after she had reached the brink of
mental and physical collapse and was supported by a religious girl in her
critical moments.
Religious women who adhered to their faith continue to observe the commandments
and festivals as best they could. Many continued to “keep kosher” even in the
camps. Sometimes they avoided soup if they thought it had been prepared with a
chunk of meat, even though this was the only food served. They continued to
pray, observe fasts, abstain from bread during Passover, and light candles for
the Sabbath and on Hanukkah. They also tried not to work on the Sabbath, even
though the Nazis might murder them if they discovered it. Some nonobservant Jews
who shared their plight responded with incomprehension and anger, even
considering their conduct an attempt to shirk the burden of labor and fearing
that the Nazis would respond by acting against the entire group and not only
against the Sabbath-observant. When they encountered problems that they did not
know how to cope with, be it in sustaining their faith or in moral issues,
religious women found ways to consult rabbis, and when rabbis were no longer
available, they attempted to make decisions by themselves on the basis of the
understanding and knowledge that they possessed. Staying alive and maintaining
their humanness was their guideline.
Some of these women formed friendships on the basis of kinship or as former
classmates or members of the same movement. The female alumni of religious youth
movements and the Beth Jacob Seminary are particularly notable in this context.
Apart from maintaining their faith and continuing to observe religious customs,
these women obtained moral strength from their faith. This affected their
behavior in the inferno that they inhabited and enabled them to give and be
considerate of others. It also prompted them to uphold moral strictures such as
not stealing from others, showing forbearance, and so on. This is not to say
that nonobservant women did not behave similarly, but rather that women who were
motivated by their faith found it to be a source of support in this behavior.
Jean Amery, At the Mind’s Limits, Bloomington: Indiana University Press, 1980. |